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Monday, 22 September 2008

i wish the clock would stop ticking.

i get anxious when i see the time.

time flies. o_o
its like 4 more days to the year end exams ..
EXAMS. x_x

yet...

it so stinks when i dont know how to do the questions we've learnt
dont know dont know dont know..

my mind just seem unable to switch itself. :(


let me tell u about school.

it rained again today
i wonder, am i in Forks?

PE.
my wound is like 3/4 healed from the fall last week :D
and its volleyball again
i hate it. and i like it at times.
so today is - hate.

i cant improve lar. almost everytime group game like that.
makes the lesson dull dull dull.

and ART.
not favourite lesson.
wasnt that interesting
i anyhow painted as i thought we had to finish by today
now my third and fourth boxes of the assignment is ruined D: !

today the class also had to bear with an unbearable stench.
from....
the (decomposed) OREO-WATER mixture somebody did.
heard it from someone that its crushed oreo added with water left at the back of the shelf left over the weekend.

someone spilt it on the shelf and then the smell of faeces filled the classroom
everyone was complaining and during the intervals, almost the whole of our class stood at the passageway.

lucky i had my inhaler with me ;p


and over dinner today...

i was sort of disgusted by my grandfather.
i feel that he doesnt really treat me as family.
i insisted to do it myself but he said no.

i can clear my utensils after myself
i can wipe the table
i am not some person who always depend on others.
i can do it myself.

at that moment, his expression is not the "offering" kind, where one offers to help you do sth.
but its like sorta like : i dont need your help.

and then, i suddenly miss my grandmother. (feel like crying.)
though its almost a year ago since her departure, i still love her.
so do i love my other maternal grandparents a lot a lot.
however, i find that my love to my grandfather is to a certain extent.

i see almost no chemistry.
i dont really feel for him.
i find that he is biased and draws a line
sometimes i find him making insensible and unthoughtful remarks.
but, maybe its due to ineducation?

i believe he will definitely be a real smart and great person it he was educated.

but afterall, hes grandfather and i ought to respect.
i just find that, in a family whats with all the _
and i feel its straining the rs.
i.dont.like.it. - at all.

and i also realised, though i sit beside him during dinner, i hardly talk to him.
maybe its on my own part to build the rs, but theres nothing i could relate to.



wheres the.... light at the end of the tunnel?

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

wenying & wenxi :D

Barney the birthday girl

cake fight

ew....

silhouettes

clique ( i took it ! ) i got great photo skills muahahahaha=p

Tiramisu cake

Chocolate cake ! <3

candid, ugly shot. my hairstyle sucks.
















happy cake eaters!


















thats all for today. see more posts NEXT TIME.

Oh yea, today its my birthday !

i think its the most memorable birthday i've ever had.
I got 2 cakes ( i didnt get one last year, just had braces on )
and many presents that i did not expect !

Im so happy... T_T


My braces is also currently ONE YEAR old on me !
see, how fast time files !


oh, and i just lost my math ex bk D: SHIT !
frustration-
i hope its in school =(
or else im dead meat.


and i can say this is the most Special n Memorable birthday
1) my parents got me what i wanted : a new handphone U900, pair of stunning sports shoe from adidas !
2) ate favourite peking duck
3) my jies and meis celebrated my birthday (together with barney) and we got a tiramisu cake ! on top of that, we still had a clique photo and a mini-cake fight.
4) My darling buddies ( naka, farren, wanzhen ) bought a SURPRISE cake for me !
5) got many many birthday wishes and presents from friends. thanks !
6) received my first(?) birthday sms from my mom and sis.
7) A Shooting photoshoot for the xinmin yearbook ! and im in it xD cool.
8) Stinky's fur drop sorta healed ! he isnt a naked hamster anymore :D
9) ate at Popeyes
10) VISITED THE SINGAPORE FLYER !

i cant think of anymore. but, its the best birthday !
-with the best bunch of people ( classmates. )

dont even know if i'll ever get a class like that next year.
:
life's unpredictable.
however, worrying doesnt help, right?
i should just look forward to it and overcome those challenges i face in life.

as to... 4) -
omg! they didnt tell me and i was not at home ! AHHH !
so... they left it at my neighbours' house. how sad ! and my neighbour told me it was like 10-15mins ago. ahhhhh ~ i missed seeing them, and needless to say thank them in person.





Shooting.
yea, i improved today !
i think i did some excellent grouping but most of them is ruined by the last shot.
i need more improvements.
and im also really happy about guzheng,
cos i think i played well and improved tons.

everything needs more practice though.
so does my studies.
& eoys are arriving ! like 16 days away.
ahhh ~



posting the pics the next post. rush time !

Friday, 5 September 2008

Recollection of memories

Oh, finally i got to post some pictures.
My comp is lagging :[

i think im stoppin here.


and WOOHOO birthday alarm
5 DAYS for me and 4 days for Bernice and Richelle:D !

September is YAY !
:D

ohmy, i havent bought any presents yet.
xp




Teachers Day -reunion photo! (im the odd one out.)
haha, im definitely the odd one out. im not from their class ! yet, somehow, i feel more at ease (and closer) with them rather than my former class. my buddies are here !













Shooting Team !
Juniors, mainly. and we love RED. haha, lovely bunch of people.
Bunny. the evilest one of all, thats why i have to shoot it down.
*I pull ur tongue out ah ! *
Snipers again ! Its the Sec two girls, without wenxi :(
i think its a nice photo. I dont know where belinda is looking haha. That time nadia kept spraying the water hose around, making part of us wet. irritated, but fun. Another piece of memory.


This is the photo taken when we watched Xinthesis. Joey, Bernice, and Me. I like barney's smile. XD