lately, i've been pondering over what my goal in life is.
sadly, i still dont know.
im gona practise thrice harder for guzheng once exams end. but i should focus on studies now.
OMG! i passed chinese by like 11/2 marks? omg, im so shitty! work harder next time? WHAT can i do. like HOW. PRACTISE makes perfect? i dont see the results yet...
more practise. yeah, that should do.
cant blame carelessness. after all, its still an excuse for not doing well.
excuses get u nowhere.
because, ultimately you're still lying to yourself.
theres the guilt in it, the remorse.
stop lying to yourself and why dont you get things done effectively, efficiently and accurately?
i also realised, i can give in to pressure that easily.
so disappointed in myself.
my heart beats damn fast and my mind goes blank.
cant concentrate.
DAMN
yesterday i went for my dental appointment i think the dentist should have recognised me as... the girl who always changes her mind after choosing the colour ! because, i always do that :P so hesitant. bad habits.
CHANGE IT. # no mSN, BLOG hoppin/sms (i wanna go offline forever until exams end ! ) # dont waste time on doing unnecesary things # study smart # practise guzheng # train 110% during trainings
