Credits

Thursday, 3 July 2008

P.S. i've read all the encouragement tags
before the comp. appreciated loads !
Wenxi: dont talk about the scary moth D: ! lols,
u ghost , and THANKS YO!
Karine: how did the ghost become a butterfly from a
moth? wad monkey butterfly ! and thx :D
Peter: heys bro, hopefully i can do better next
year :/ hahahas xP
Jiawei: :D thanks
Cecilia: hellos

well, i shall blog about my comp ytd . :/
stinko.

and my eyes are giving me weirdness and problems.
my eye hurts and seem tired when i wear my specs, if i dont i see blur.
oh well, stinko specs.

and stinko brain !
i keep forgetting things.
today i forgotten to collect $ and return class key,
ytd forgotten where my eye piece went to.
i lost so many things la ! ahhhhhhh

and ytd's comp.
i was kinda screwed up
i dont know by what.
now i recall, it was rather different from usual monthly shoots, where i can remember which sets were good and which were not.
( ytd's comp, in my impression, all was shitty )
yes, it is.
but, dun care alrdy.

however, im touched by those little notes given to me, huggies from my classmates before we left xinmin, peters thoughtfulness - raisin bread, those encouraged me :)
i think u'll never understand the feeling unless u felt it yrself.
like.. people really cares about u :)
on top of the little words, mr botah gave us his trophy :')

: to wenying,faraesha,belinda,crystal
Trophy of excellence and for reaching the gold standard

wow we got a trophy before comp. :p cheaters.

something i learnt through this comp.....

1 train SMART not HARD. ( CRYSTAL TAUGHT ME )
2 learn to lose and disappoint yrself. ( i didnt even reach my expectations ytd, humph. )
3 stopping devils from entering my mind sub-consciously. ( gotta overcome that )
4 laugh alot before and after comp. ~ relax and dont treat it like something impt.
5 FOCUS.

frankly speaking, i was sad over the 1233452 hours ive trained over the past month.
and the mindset that thinking that
" ive dont that a million times before, and im sure i can do it again in the competition "
however, it didnt turn out exactly what i wanted it to be.

i kept sweating throughout the comp.
spent too much time on my sightings.
need some human alarm to remind me. :/

in the end, i shot worser than trainings,
365. D:
bleh but dun care, i love 375 more ! and im striving towards 385.
20 points, i coming to get u !

i help back my tears to give belinda encouragement till i went outside :/
thanks my seniors :) for yr comfort *-)
then i got cheered up again when i went to play " spot the difference " with my seniors xD
our aim was to get the highest score, to beat fuhua acsi.

kuakua xDxDxD
all the fingers kept touching the screen and we finally won :P
then i got what i craved over the past few days -- - - - - -- KFC
xD fattening, but happy :D

and belinda said it was her first time our with friends like that !
im honoured.

belinda shot 370 and bunny got 377
hurrays :]
and i think we got nationals' 5th. yay !

i was so moody when i came home, until today when guzheng was over.
its just mood.
i could put the blame on so many things.

afterall, whats the point? haha.. just making peepo angrier.
so i got rid of moodyness by talking to stinky :p

stinky doesnt talk anyway, dont bother asking stinky what i told him.
teehees.
stinky is cute ! ( is bunny cuter ? )


im now overcome by tons of homework
shit me. oh man oh man !
must chiong

and good piece of news, we received the letters for interview from njc ! woots
wonders if hanquan got it... o_o


cyas