im just happy that i've got friends and seniors there when i needed them most.
im just upset with myself.
now im confused, what my mind, what i, what people who care for me, want. "people care about people who care about themselves, but i dont care about the people."
i dont know if there's any point going trainings so many times, when my progresses are slow. is it helping me? i feel inferior when i receive negative comments, BuT i get over it soon enough. like when zhang said to me.
i try to work harder n put in my best. (cos thats the most i can do?) but does trying help me? o______________________________________o
i cry when im sad, i laugh when im happy. after that, i forget everything. thats just me. i never like bottling up my emotions, my feelings. i just let it burst out, after a while im back to normal. im fine :D
