Losing Faith? i told my richelle mei last night to have faith in herself.. it seems easier said than done. :(
-Todays the test
felt so shuang after everything was over. its rather tough.. To me. after the test wise hanquan and i went to their range and i went home feeling dizzy and tired from the bus ride.
i was starving at home ( ate only a packet of craker and greentea for lunch ) lucky my jiejie volunteer to help me make maggi mee. eat.sleep. sleep.eat.
but .... i dun hav much confidence.. :x dun care dun care
holidays just STARTED and that hanquan finished almost his hwk ! how did he do it ??! D: !
im like trying to chiong... lols
I find these days hard to get by
in a sense, i cant seem to find my goals and aspirations.
they're lost. ( or they seem to )
i always imagined, and pictured them, but somehow i cant now.
I find that there's something missing within me.
some urge, some commitment, some passion, some motivation, some energy.
my inner self is missing.
I guess only i can help myself.
i need goals, targets, aspirations, something worthy of me to achieve and live.
